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Patches
If life is such a rare gift, why do I spend so much of it afraid? Pull over andlying there, dead, a vehicle designed to hurry now! Some sugar factory, honeybee, flower mother, servicing. hawks circlea maze in the skyover the landscape, tear-filled eyes. world that made me,flashing in sequence,feet running on pavement. What if… Continue reading
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Many Things
The lamp is lit.The dog–come now.Efficient government,conspiracy to disregardReality. Things I’ve been struggling with:afraid of the sharp,familiar and careful,Failures appearingfull of Potential. I’m sharing with you–image &sensation,Burned holes and Absence.Freeing, a dance with The heater,The candle,The incense,The dog. I’m scared–I’m strange–I love. I see. Continue reading
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Daily Exorcise
I’m done smiling.Tired of trying.I’m tired of faking. Always taking Bad directions.Spectacular trees,The sky and seaKeep lying to me. Sparkly gems Stop pretending it’s good luck get-tingbit-ten. Cursed feelings are Heavy andsuffocating,stuck replaying– Do you remember when?You followed me to my room–Leaning in.I didn’t want to Remember the spankinghitting screaming Whenever I’m crying–It’s bad,WrongAnd insulting! Objectified and told– How do I not… Continue reading
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My Love
Take me by the hand.Eyes adoring.Moving slowly,Please?Take me away from here.Again & again.Turn me from dyingInto ignition.OhNo Continue reading
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Procrastinate
Fall. September 22nd. Stay in summer. Cool off. What’s wrong? I’m not doing it, I’m scared. The floor moves, always running and tripping. Using my words. If I can focus long enough on beauty instead of madness—forget the real world! “Lizard” “Lizard” I’m no better. What do you mean? Alone? Fix it up, make it better, something that matters. Maybe in December…… Continue reading
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RBF Rice
urbandictionary: RBF: resting bitch face Marti’s kitchen: RBF: Raisin Brusselsprout Fried (Rice) Um… it just kinda worked out. Slapped it together after looking in the fridge to find I had one vegetable, led to me pondering something that led to something that led to raisins, and cinnamon goes with raisins, and I also happen to… Continue reading
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play with me
running awayflip, flop lost a shoeclip, clop coming for you,can’t stop hacked in twochip, chop red blood flewdrip, drop— down,down,down, in thebasement your pieces plop! Continue reading
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thai inspired tofu & green bean
I rated 5/5 in my cookbook. Elements: Tofu marinade Stir Fry ingredients Stir Fry sauce: Notes: *if you’re recreating this, this is where you freestyle, the dressing is from Grocery Outlet, that shit cycles out quick. What sounds good? It’s for your tofu marinade. What I did: Continue reading
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On Being Human
Joy stained with sadness. Spreading. Searching in the mirror: Hello and goodbye, hello–echo–hello! Goodbye, goodbye. Internal guard. Distracting. Defensive. Avoiding what happened before… Faltering. A puddle. A wrinkle of sadness in everything, for in your noticing is its ending–begin and end, begin and end–what happens in between the beginning and ending? Peace into pieces. Or… Continue reading
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